some reflection...

title: some reflection

i have got a project group mate... he is really smart and is on director honour list..
so... you should suppose he is really hardworking... very "enthu" about project works... the typical smart alec...
but...
he is not...
you can say his a smar alec but a selfish one...
he is really make me think whether students on director's list is really hat power...
let me tell you why i say so....

once a upon a time.. i was really "fortunate" to be in a good project group (that was what i tot it was at that point of time)... a while down the semester... i discovered something really horrifying... he is nothing but a useless smart ass...

even though... i tot he may still be of some worth to the group.. but sadly i was proven wrong.. nearing the deadline... when everyone was really stress up... he did nothing... all he did was call and check on the grop progress... WTF... what we need was the actual support from you not your s-called "moral" support.. well... he did some work i would say... but only individual parts for your info. and when he was given group work to do... he would galdly push them all to other group mate... esp. me... because i was the rather quiet one in the group which makes him think i did nothing... for your info. mr smart ass... i did ALOT MORE THAN YOU! and ALSO BETTER THAN YOU! doesn't mean i am quiet means i am a free rider... have you heard of a idiom which says "empty vessel makes most noisy"... yes... you are that empty vessel... well i am glad to say you are not totally empty though... you are just filled with DUNG! cow dung, dog dung, cat dung... whatever dung you would like to have in your dung-filled pea brain!

also... a group mate told me that he used people around him as his stepping stone to achieve what he want... which i presume is gettin the top in the course... well that fren told me that he would wan to make frens with the smart ones in he course and then us them as group mates for the FYP... wad a cunning guy... may the big plan of yous be screwed up because a pea-brain like you would nt know what it means by "what goes around comes around"... well in short to say... you will get retribution my dear dung-filled pea brain fren.

well... i dun wan to claim the credit for he project coz i think there are others who put i more effort than me... Poonam and Ronald.. they both are the hero at the end of the day i would say...

anyway.. this whole episode made me think no matter how clever or stupid you are... as long as your conscious is clear u are a wothy person. if nt you are nothing but a piece of shit... !

DARN! reflect on yourself... even if you graduate being the top student of the course... in my eyes you are nothing.. worthless... SOCIAL PEST... the "director honour list student" is too heavy from you to carry...

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it s process and not the result that is important