worrying

title: something is worrying me...

so many things to worry... blah blah blah

i think i am going to be bulimic (dunno spell wrongly ma)... which means i throw up wad ever i eat

gosh! but i dun throw up everything i eat... i just got the urge...

whats i happening?!

my life is just revolving around my weight... i just going to go crazy over this...

if i get a kg fatter... my day is just mad... if i lost a kg... i will be so damn please...

the first thing i do in the morning is to look in the mirror to see how fat i am... den i will ask my mummy "i look fat today a not?"

i think my mum is going crazy too..

FREAK!

why is so many happening to me...

people always say... i am so lucky... only child... my mum and dad love me like mad... i got everything i want...

BUT

do you know how troubled i am?!

so many things to worry about..

there are alot of things you have that i do not have...

at least all of you are bless with good health

so dun envy me everytime... cos you all are bless with something i dun have... and i am not the cheerful girl u see everyday...

I AM BREAKING INSIDE...

some ppl are poor but they have no worries...

some ppl have everything they want in the world but do you know they are just so empty inside...

hai...

why do pppl have problems...

i just so good to be a kid..

nothing to worry...

maybe just worry about how much marks u gonna get for your spelling..

hahaa

can someone teach me how to forget my worries...?

ppl: yah... go and die lo...

FUCK LAH!

some people catches my eye...

but people who are special like you catches my heart...