life is unfair...really

title: life is unfair... really

i dunno how many times i have said it... but it is really true..

some people get what they want without putting in any effort but those who work hard for it doesn't get the reward for their hardwork...

*FREAK*

anyway.. just some reflection of what i have seen recently...

also... i will never ever trust people in my life anymore.. esp. guys... jerks..

seriously... i dun believe that there would be any guy on the earth worthy for me... haha... neither am i worty for any guys.

this morning... i wrote about the 8 rules of being my perfect lover... but i left the 8th point blank... i have thought of it already... the 8th point would be he should be honest ad respect the decisions i made.

actually 8 isn't enough... one more point would be good.

the 9th point... the above 8 rules must be met to be my perfect lover... no compromising allowed... haha

if i want something... i want them the best... no compromising cause only then it will be worth the effort i have put in...

there is no such words as compromise in my dictionary...

only can hope i can meet my pefect lover... SOON... haha... but there is no more perfect lover on the earth... even there is... i am not worth it... speaking of hope... i have recently encountered a quote about hope online... which i think is very true...

- Hope is nature's veil for hiding truth's nakedness -