long long time no see...

title: long long time no see..

its been a long long time since i update.. its ben so long that i simply forgot my username... have to trial and eror for i dunno how many times den got the correct one...

attachment been nothing but boring...
ahaha
but its ok at least...

really tired... nothing to say oso...
ahaha

read this bloggy... i think i is realy nice...
those who noe about this ex-RGS girl who got tongue cancer... hai... poor thing...
http://onlyskindeep.blogspot.com

long long time no see...

title: long long time no see..

its been a long long time since i update.. its ben so long that i simply forgot my username... have to trial and eror for i dunno how many times den got the correct one...

attachment been nothing but boring...
ahaha
but its ok at least...

really tired... nothing to say oso...
ahaha

read this bloggy... i think i is realy nice...
those who noe about this ex-RGS girl who got tongue cancer... hai... poor thing...
http://onlyskindeep.blogspot.com

disappointing...

title: she's done it...

i am so so disappointed...
how can they use a life as a stake to gamble for their future...
i dunno if that was their motive in the first place... to use that life to gamble for ther future...
now they lost...
a life is gone...

i dunno why but i cuts deep inside me...
some people want to come to this world but not have the chance to do so...
but others chose to terminate them...
how contradicting...

a note to the person i am refering to on the top:
you noe who you are...
i dunnoe if all this is the truth or a lie (but since things have come to this ending... i must be true le)
but this is what i really want to tell you no matter if it is true a not
i am not blaming you or reprimanding you...
like i said... its over...
all over... start afresh and i will give you my support in whatever you do...
cos... thats what jie meis are for...
and i will still be your friend even if the whole world turn their back on you...
i will still be your loyal friend even if our thinking is different...
cos opposite always attract...
i will always be your best buddy and sister
cos... i accept who you are
start afresh...
what you loose today will be what you gain tommorrow...

but what is done is done...
it cannot be rewind...
if life could rewind... ...
i would want to write my life again...

i dunno why but things are so gloomy for me recently...
being cheated...
being so naive
being so stupid

thinking that this world is so good... when it is a cruel reality
thinking all people are righteous when everyone is cunning and evil
thinking all people are honest when everyone is decieving each other...

but no matter what...
life goes on...

and this SUCKS

do i look like him?

title: do i look like him... ?

recall: do you remember super sunday show? there is a section of the show where contestants compare their faces with some famous celebrity or people?

today... the contestant would be me...

wei kiat say i look like ernest... the guy whom i sit beside with during sec 4...
do i look like him...?

OBVIOUSLY NOT!

don't believe...

LOOK HERE!

this is me...

this is ernest...

DO I LOOK LIKE HIM?!

me: "TELL ME NO!"

things couldn't be any worse...

title: things couldn't be any worse

goD! i am starting my internship next week... nervous... nervous... nervous...
being posted to a company in kemaganan(spell wrong but u noe where i mean)... it is consultancy firm and the executive director is a malay... the company has onli five employee *gasp*

i will be working from 9 - 6.15 on weekdays and I HAVE TO WORK ON SATURDAYS...
WHY?! i am onli paid 440 Sing Dollars not US Dollar... slog like mad... hope there will be a pay imcrease... or at least not work on saturdays...?!

haiyo... hope things get better soon... hope the colleagues are good
the boss is good
everything is good...
life would den be good
good good good good... *dream on*