alamak! why lidat?!

title: alamak! why lidat?!

liew... why lidat...
play until last level liao jiu die...
NOT FAIR...
NOT FAIR...

pointless entry

title: pointless entry

this entry is pointless.
just wanted to kill time.
life is boring.

raining. lazy to go out.
dunno where to go.
no money oso.

b'dae coming.
hope got nice present
good food
and
lotsa fun

like i said... ths entry is pointless...
haha...

Commonwealth Games 2006 - Melbourne

in malaysia big foot was spotted recently. in melbourne big mouth is captured by camera

whao!

Singapore Fashion Festival 2006

*poof*

bad sushi...

title: bad sushi

ha... friday!!!... i love fridays...
went out today... go bugis... suntec... marina square... haha... quite alot of places... but just browse browse onli...
i saw this skirt at fox in marina square which is quite nice... S$39... eunice say very ex... hmm... maybe someone can sponsor?? (for your info... size 40... flowery cloth at the rim of the skirt...) haha... the beach bag at fox oso quite not bad...

went to suntec the fountain of wealth dere de japanese restaurant to eat... the set meal is onli $5 bucks... from 3-5pm onli... dirty cheap... haha... oso quite nice... got rice with beef, salmon, or whatever your choice, then got the dumpling, miso soup and a glass of drink... cheap rite... den me and eunice oso ordered sushi... but not really very nice... the lobster inari taste weird and the salmon sushi not fresh... been having tummy ache after eating them... FUCK... although onli $1.90 a plate oso no need so cheap stake give not freah de sashimi ma... $1.90 not money issit.. luck onli stomache onli... if something worse how... go sue until u no pants wear arhs... ha...

visited my aunt at sgh today... and she is doing great... haha... very good... radiant looking... and the meal the serve can choose one... haha last time i stay in NUH oso B1 ward ma... but i cannot choose lehz... i everyday for 3 meals all eat porridge unitl i have to ask my mother bring food for me to eat... pathetic... lucky the B1 ward got their own toilet... can use their toilet ot do my big business... *stupid sushi*

saturday tomolo but haven made any solid plans on wad to do...
sad sad... feel like going mlaysia... genting... but impossible lah... mother not free...

speaking of my mummy. she said that she wanna retire next year after i grad...
wah...
dun wan la...
like that stay at home nothing to do very easy to get senile... later got lao ren chi dai zhn very saddening one lo... cannot recognise me...
haha... but i dun think wun b that bad la... at least she got more time to do what they want...
see her lo... decision depends on her...

duhs... attachment starting soon... scared...
hope everything goes well...
*praying hard*

have a great weekend ahead peeps...

birthday gift

title: birthday gift

birthday is just a week plus away...
i feel like i am getting very old liao...
anyway... i am turning 19...
soon would be 21...
den 25... getting married to rich and handsome doctor... living in some high end landed property or condominium...
den 27... having kids probably 2...
32. have my first million...
35 be very very successful and xin fu...
40. still very successful and xin fu...
45. again, still very successful and xin fu...
50. retire...
52. go around the world...
55. i don't noe... maybe look after grandchildren??

haha.. think too much le ... but its always better to have a plan wad...
people: "ya... building castle in the air"

anyway... more impt thing now is my birthday presents...
all the present my frens given me up to this date was really fabulous... but good things are never-ending one... hahaha

jas said that the wish list i wrote last time was very ex... alot of $$ den can bbuy... which is rather true la... so i have decided to go for more budget stuff la... more appropriate for non working people like us... hahaha

so here it goes...

1. board shorts from roxy, flash & splash, or any other selling such stuff de store...
2. skirts from blossom... they have outlets at marina square, cathay cineleisure, and i think bugis (prefer shorter ones)
3. bags... Big Big one... if possible i want two... one sling one (more casual) and another formal one... (more like handbag... but must be BIG)
4. i cannot think off... hmm... but will think of it soon.. cos i am going shopping tomolo... hahhaa... see wad i wan... hehe... maybe hair salon voucher? do they have that? kimage... jean yip... chapter 2... monsoon?

*if you want get board shorts or skirts for me... i prefer hip huggin ones... hip size... 32... waist... cannot say... 20++ ... but dun cut away the tag la... just in case too big or too small can go change... price doesn't matter... really... got the xing jiu hao le... hahaha..

Thanks...

tomolo... my aunite going for operation liao... i think is knee replacement surgery... sounds very er xin... imagine them taking out the knee den put new one in... GROSS!... can't they name the procedure to something more hao ting... at least wun sound so gorry... Eeekks....

she will be staying in SGH for i think 5 days... what a bad hospital... so eerie... i don't know why i hate SGH so much... looks old and very rundown... like some haunted od hospital you se in movies or horror movie... must be seing too much show liao... but i think i am so scat of that place is because it has a mortuary... haha... Eeeeww... all hospital have mortuary but i think SGH's mortuary is the scariest... cos' people who die in all sorts of very bad circumstances (murder, suicide, accident) all send to there for forensic investigation... haha... the place very "dirty"... haha.. hope all these are not true... actually oso dunno true a not... just wad i think onli la... scare myself... haha

but just hope everything goes on well and fine... all the best...

weather very hot the past few days... getting some rain recently... nothing much, just a pointless comment

pissed...

title: pissed

rather pissed just now...

as a matter of fact... i am still pissed now...

i am not anyone's human sand bag where you can unleash all your frustration on...

i am not your slave where i should do everything u ask me to...

i am not super woman who can fulfill all your expectations...

i am just a ordinary person...

who do not want to be treated as an outlet to vent ur anger on...

who wants have some freedom i longed for... i am not ur puppet...

who wants to do things at my own pace

and..

i want to be just like that... don't change me...

ps: why has it always to be me.... sometimes... i think fate is just so cruel...

solved

title: solved...

the case of the missing remote control is solved... haha
thanks to jasmine...
haha
it is stuck in the sofa

finally found the remote control...haha

the case of the missing remote control

title: the case of the missing remote control....

the television remote control has went missing...

and i still cannot find it since ystd night...

i have every possible place for it...

even impossible areas of the house has been search thoroughly...

weird...

very weird...

duhz..

title: i dun understand

i am not angry anymore... but i jus cannot understand...
why can go out but nt to the bbq...
hmmz...
really not angry le la...
over liao
no point angry oso...

my birthday coming...
hehe...
time for present...
ben asking for a new phone...
haha

"tadah!"

haha... nokia... L'Amour collection... hehe... i wan the centre one... if not the on the left one oso very nice... hahha...

everytime got ppl ask me wad i wan for my birthday... hmm... here are my wishlist....

1. Addidas bag... big big one... (puma oso can)
2. Citigems earring...
3. Creative mp3

Zen Vision:M

Zen Nano plus

Zen MuVo Chameleon

i not greedy... one of the mp3 would be great liao... black colour would be better prefered...

i think thats all i can think of now...

not much la... hahaha... more to come i think... hahaa

*ps: i really not angry... just wanna noe why...

breaking point

i do not know if i can trust anymore...

i do not know if i can learn to trust again...

i do not know who i can trust...

i do not know why people make empty promises...

i do not know why god made my life so miserable...

i do not know how to end this misery ..

i do not know if i can carry on...

i do not know if this is my breaking point...

i do not know if i can face the future...

i do not know why everything seem so bleak

i do not know why my life have turn out to be in such mess

i do not know if there are other things worth living for...

i do not know alot of things

but something which i really want to know is

how can i die...

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perhaps... i shouldn't have survive the op in the every first place.

maybe dying at the point of time may be the best way for me... at least nothing like this will happen...

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who is willing tohelp me now...

none...

everyone is just so busy with their life...

i just too insignificant...

i am just too bothersome...

i am just a nobody

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i hate myself and my life...

i just hate everything

fuck this world

FUCK THS WORLD!

KNN, CCB!

SHIT!

if there were dreams to sell, what would you buy?

title: if there were dreams to sell, what would you buy?

been feeling pretty down these days... i dunno why... but i hope things will turn out fine soon...

been blogging quite lots of time recently... haha... but i guess because i am free now, nothing to do le... hahaa...

one question to pounder on...

if there were dreams to sell, what would you buy?

if i can buy a dream... i would buy for love... true and pure love... cos in this world there is no more such thing as true or pure love except for the mother's love to her child... everybody love someone for a reason... man love woman for their body... woman love guy for their traits and materials (money... looks...etc) this may be false but to what i seem it is so true...

GUYS ARE SUCH A JERK!

IF YOU THINK WOMAN ARE JUST A OBJECT FOR YOUR SEXUAL DESIRE...

GO TO HELL!

YOU OUGHT TO BE SHOT!

why are guys always thinking with their dicks... ?!

how i hope i can believe that true love still exist... but why reality always prove me wrong...

ps: one of my another bout of bad moods... triggered by some jerks

- Seek and you shall find -

me: "bullshit!"

life is unfair...really

title: life is unfair... really

i dunno how many times i have said it... but it is really true..

some people get what they want without putting in any effort but those who work hard for it doesn't get the reward for their hardwork...

*FREAK*

anyway.. just some reflection of what i have seen recently...

also... i will never ever trust people in my life anymore.. esp. guys... jerks..

seriously... i dun believe that there would be any guy on the earth worthy for me... haha... neither am i worty for any guys.

this morning... i wrote about the 8 rules of being my perfect lover... but i left the 8th point blank... i have thought of it already... the 8th point would be he should be honest ad respect the decisions i made.

actually 8 isn't enough... one more point would be good.

the 9th point... the above 8 rules must be met to be my perfect lover... no compromising allowed... haha

if i want something... i want them the best... no compromising cause only then it will be worth the effort i have put in...

there is no such words as compromise in my dictionary...

only can hope i can meet my pefect lover... SOON... haha... but there is no more perfect lover on the earth... even there is... i am not worth it... speaking of hope... i have recently encountered a quote about hope online... which i think is very true...

- Hope is nature's veil for hiding truth's nakedness -

my perfect lover

title: my perfect lover

may tag me liao... so must say what my perfect lover must be like
my perfect lover...

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1. must be a doctor... (if not... professionals oso can)
2. got quite a bit of $$$ (no need super rich... but at least can sponsor my excessive shopping trip)
3. wear specs... (look guai guai.. but not... hahha...)
4. active... (one lazy is better den 2 lazy pigs)
5. no long hair... (Eww)
6. no need handsome... (70% handsome can le)
7. got time to pei me...
8. --- have yet to think of it ---

hehe... like i sae... perfect lover... but the fact is there is no perfect lover in this world