Dead or Alive (D.O.A)

watched D.O.A today.
its freakingly nice...
very action pack la...
but story line is predictable one.

but the girls inside are hot
and the guys inside are oso hot.
especially the japanese guy whom is with the princess kasumi.

if you play D.O.A, i think you will like the show.
and i think i am good at D.O.A 4, at least so far no one has beaten me to it yet.

25 million years

stars have their own cycle
humans too, have their own cycle - 25 million years
by that time, you will meet again the same person you have met 25 million years ago
will our path cross again 25 million years later?


ps:
till that time,
i doubt we will ever meet again.
i'll see you again
25 million years later.

funny people do funny things

dunno why recently i like to think of extreme things to do
hahaha...

for example,
i want to pierce my nose and navel.
den think of having a tattoo (which i think i drive my mum to her grave)

wads wrong with me?
haha

ps: you gave me the best and the worse of life, i will bury all these deep in my heart, so that i can never unearth them anymore. it will all be history, nothing but memories. i have learnt things i never knew, and let me found things that are better worth living for which i never knew existed. probably its time i remove the guaze from my wound and start to feel and accept the pain. only then these will be fully buried.

thank god

wah... go pai pai really helped...

my celebrity look alikes...


god... i look like a super star

ps: i will be more religious

bad things always happen together

major project is gonna kill me soon.
why are there always so many problems to our project?!
den when things seem so bad,
had a quarrel with my mum,
its my fault partially but haiz... she don't understand how i feel

i hate things now..
i hate my life
i would get depression soon if things continue to go downhill

something more lighthearted though...

JU JI HOON!
again...

and the cast of Goong.
cannot say how much i like the show.


Chaegyung - Crown Princess


Shin - Crown Prince


Yul - Second in line to the throne


Hyo-rin - Crown Prince ex-gf

and finally the Ju Ji Hoon...
his figure is like so damn hot!
see and you will noe why i say it...



HOT RIGHT!!! SO NICE!

ps: its my dreams that are keeping me going.

darn

sch started.
feel the stress now.

vbus isn't working.
proposal due next monday and its not even half way there yet.

its isn't my week.

i cannot breathe

when someone hounds u like mad...
i cannot breathe...
its choking.

darn.

the guy i like

i like my guy to me like Shin in Goong

looks cool and very cold
but inside he is warm...
and when he smiles, it will take your breathe away.

haha
if he has his perfect model figure..
i would be the best... haha

*ps: jasmine oso like shin... welcome aboard jas...

one night stand

i feel rather ok with it...
how about you?

ps: I LOVE JU JI HOON SO MUCH... His figure is damn hot and it turns me on! hahhaa... fyi, he is the crown prince in the show Goong who married the commoner girl

dreams.. whats urs?

my dream...
it used to be with you...
but now... things have changed
and i have new dreams and plans for myself.

1. get into university.
2. go abroad for further education
3. experience living in other countries

these are dreams that i hope to accomplish before i die. the third one is the one i always yearn for. there are so many countries i want to experience. unless i meet someone worthy if not until then, i would not give up my dreams.

*marrying a doctor is also one of my biggest and silliest dream, but i will not stop dreaming about it... hehe*

the story of a girl and the kite

there was a girl
standing in the vast field
holding on to a kite

despite having so many kites in the sky
she still chose to hold that particular kite.

she held it tighly in her hands
afraid that it might fly away

sometime later,
her hands were tangled by the string of the kite,
but she refuse to let go

the strings got tangled to tightly that it cut her hands
she bled.
but still she refuse to let go
even though it was so painful

finally she had no choice
she let go.

her hands were free
and her wounds are starting to heal
though still painful but finally she could breathe for the the first time.

let go of everything and you will receive what you have always wanted.
let go and and everything will be within your reach.

wishing stairs & more

*warning... lotsa foto*

remember the movie wishing stairs?

here is the sypnosis:
The legend goes that if you climb the twenty eight steps leading up to the school dorimtory, counting each step aloud, and find a twenty ninth, a spirit will appear and grant you a wish.

The movie takes place in a girl's art school and focuses on two friends studying ballet, however their friendship soon turns sour when they find themselves competing for a single spot in a Russian ballet school. Yun Ji-seong played by Sung Ji Hyo, remembering the old legend of the "Wishing Stairs" wishes for a place in the prestigious ballet school, and in a shocking turn of events, she gets it, at the cost of her best friend, Kim So-hie's life. However, it's only when the extremely odd character of Eom Hye-ju wishes the dead girl back, that an unspeakable evil is released.

the girl (sung ji hyo) inside Wishing Stairs who acted as Yun Ji Seong is the girl "Xiao Ling" in Goong!

Sung Ji Hyo as Yun Ji Seong - Wishing Stairs


Sung Ji Hyo as Xiao Ling - Goong:




she is pretty but like the crown princess more!



so cute! and adorable



actually i cannot decide whom i like most... i love them all!

i have stop feeling

because if i feel,
the pain will be unbearable.

i rather be "feelingless"
than to feel such pain.

trying to feel them bit by bit.

Joo Ji Hoon

he is very very very cute...

i am so in love with him

Joo Ji Hoon!
who are you thinking?

he is so hunky.
so damn tall (187cm)
so cool (he is a model)
so hot (he got a nice bod)
he is so cute!

his pic..





i love the cast of Goong.
they are all so nice...






sweetest thing on earth




the crown princess holding "Alfred" the bear

time passed and people have changed.

some have become prettier some became uglier
physically and mentally.

for me
i have changed too.

in the past,
i am very perculiar of how people think and view me,
so i always mask myself to be how i want them to think and view me

now,
to me views of people dun really matter annymore,
but more importantly how i want my life to be,
the way i want it to be.

mature?
i think i am growing old.

it wasn't that difficult afterall

i wasn't difficult.
and i did not expect myself to be coping so well.

hehe... things are fine.
if i can play mahjong now, means i am fine. really fine.

i love the way i am now
carefree and no worries.

i am one happy girl.

stupid/silly

stupid... so stupid...

silly... very silly

i feel so stupid and silly....

but it is not because of it...

dun worry... everything is well and fine, things are coping well, i feel so relief.
and i learnt something which i never once known.

i look so stupid...

serious

how terrible life can be?

VERY!

everything sucks...
i dun wanna see, hear or feel
cos everything ard me sucks...

i just wanna sit and waste myself away...
i just die..

if things can change,
i wanna change my life

y is everyone leading a happy life and i am suffering
god is just so unfair.

my life is just so unfair.

everywhere in me feels so painful
but the pain in my heart is the one that is killing me..

i dunno wad is happening to me and my life

how i hope everything in my life is perfect.
but whose life is perfect. NONE.
but mine is very imperfect.

is it because of me or is it fate
i dun have high expectations for life.
i just wan to be happy
but happiness doesn't seem to knock on my door anymore.
depression has took over happiness.

sucks.
no words can describe how i feel.

i dunno how to end everything and find the happiness which is long gone.

SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS.
SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS.
SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS.
SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS.

SUCKS.

that probably how sucky my life is

broke...

i am as poor as a church mouse le...
my mum confiscated my debit card... sobs...
she said i spend too much already.
but i spend what i earn ma
but erm..
i spend more than i earn la...
haha...

i am left with 20 bucks for to last me two weeks...
it will be a challenge
a huge challenge

wish me luck...
hope i survive it

memo

i can't believe time pass so fast...
faster den ferrari
in another 2 weeks time... i will be back in school
*yucks*

haze was quite bad for the past few days...
psi hit the highest for this year - 150 !!
caught the "haze bug"
dry eyes, dry throat, slight cough and breathing difficulties...
so my mooncake festival (eunice told me is latern festival in the end i found out it was suppose to be mid-autumn, how stupid) ended up watching vcd at home (can't eat mooncake, no moon to see, cannot go out)...
the ppl in indonesia are causing very serious pollution
burning forest... for? (i oso dunno - mum say was for vegetation purpose)
siao!
if they continue burning they will burn up the whole of indonesia...
wahaha..
is it possible?

Goong - Princess Time

watching the korean show Goong - Princess Time
very nice... and funny...
channel u haven start yet... but if start le i reccomend u all to see..
its a must see

haze

i feel like i am in genting...
so hazy...

the only thing is the air there is cold while the air here is choking...

it will end eventually

i will end everything by this year.
i need to move on.
things are getting really draggy
and its wasting my time

i have let go of so many opportunities because of him
its time let go and move on

it will end...
everything will end...

clear my doubts and questions once and for all
if i dun get the answer i want, i will move on

for the time being
i will still be missing you

no more sorry

i have heard your sorries for uncountable time...
its enough to fill up a olympic size pool...

i don't want and don't wish to hear them anymore...

i do not know whether to believe all the excuses you have given
but i always chose to do so

i am so stupid
but as long as i can get the answer i that i have always wanted,
anything is okay for me...

besides its not the first time,
and i think i wun be the last.
there will be more to come

but i believe i will have the answer i have always desired.

make my beliefs true...

haiz

i am nothing but a stupid asshole
to be accurate i am nothing but a self deceiving stupid asshole

depression is crawling in...
i can sense it..

she's done it again

opps she did it again...

when she told me to be mentally prepared for the news she is telling me later, i got this gut feeling already...
wasn't very shock like the first time but still a little traumatised...
haha...

like what she say, being her jie mei need to learn how to accept shocking news...

nothing much to say this time but rather its up to them to decide on what to do lo...

movies...

watched the Banquet and Haunted Apartment recently...
they are rather good

For Banquet, their scene are super duper nice and the artistic effects were superb...
as for storyline, a bit confusing and its ending sucks.
leaving you with a lot of "huh?" and question marks.
to rate it, i would give like 3 stars out of 5

Haunted Apartment,
funny horror movie. there isn't much fear factor to it but some parts are rather kan cheong.
like all horror movies, the last part will aways reveal the cause, and i think it is rather sad.
For the last scene, it is really damn errie... " i will always be with you... "
to rate i would give like 2 and a half la... cos really dun feel scary other than some nervous and gross part. which is very little...